Depressed from Feeling too Much

I’m low, but going through my process, attempting to make it through each day without calling in sick or leaving early from work.

Stepping on my machine without getting off before I planned.

Interacting with my family as if I’m not feeling this low. They don’t buy it…

I’m doing what I need to do, that’s what matters, but this feeling all my feelings shit is not easy.

I have no more anesthesia, I have to keep reminding myself that this is my new life and I get to feel it.

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