All or Nothing

Today I did the all
Tomorrow may be the nothing
The next few days rinse and repeat
Until I think of something

Some new goal or CBT
Will change me automatically
I’ll prance around on a self-love high
And change my body drastically

Others will suddenly notice me
“Have you lost weight, you look so great!”
Smiling sharply back, I’ll say:
“My looks are not up for debate.”

Triggered then, I’ll contemplate
A relapse back to nothing
Where I can hide camouflaged
Ignored by good will hunting

Photo Credit: The Neverending Story

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