This week has been particularly challenging. I’ve acted on behaviors more in the past few days than I have in months – Specifically purging. I guess my anxiety is just way too high. I’m seeing a psychiatrist soon, hopefully that will help.

It’s all too much
Behaviors grow

Morphing, Changing
Integrating

Intervention needed
My cries not heeded

My pain unbound
Stares me down

Every few steps
Concrete hardens

Get out the chisel
Slow escape

One more step
Maybe three, no barriers

Hope brightens
But it’s too late

My next step is as number one
Concrete drying in the scorching sun

Photo/Foot Credit: Nastya Deiniris