This week has been particularly challenging. I’ve acted on behaviors more in the past few days than I have in months – Specifically purging. I guess my anxiety is just way too high. I’m seeing a psychiatrist soon, hopefully that will help.
It’s all too much
Behaviors grow
Morphing, Changing
Integrating
Intervention needed
My cries not heeded
My pain unbound
Stares me down
Every few steps
Concrete hardens
Get out the chisel
Slow escape
One more step
Maybe three, no barriers
Hope brightens
But it’s too late
My next step is as number one
Concrete drying in the scorching sun
Photo/Foot Credit: Nastya Deiniris