This week has been too much. It feels like I could not possibly be depleted from any other source or heartstring, though I know that’s not true, so I’ll lean on my family and my husband who knows me completely and has shown me more of his strength and love in the last year-and-a-half than I had seen in all the previous years. He knows how much I love him and I can so easily see how much he loves me.
As much as I can vacillate when feeling fight or flight, he takes a step back and knows that I just need protection and support. That’s what gets me through all of this day-to-day chaos and without going into details everything is just too much to handle right now. I am at my absolute limit.
At the present moment, though, I’m in the tub, I’m going to clean myself up and take the kids to the park to get some fresh air. We all have some grief to process.
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