When a life change happens,
something is planned
knowing it’s coming
all avenues explored

This was the decision
I made it, it happened
I’m great at stepping into action once I think I’m sure

I’m still sure,
but
maybe my body isn’t
my subconcious wasn’t ready for the finality,
the implications;
what I feel about love,
no longer young I wanted freedom from the burdens of expectancy,

In all of its forms.
Emily ©