been coloring the creations of others
distracted from creating my own
stuck in my mind
afraid of the pen
my greatest ally
dearest friend
feel the waves
of breath give life
to words unformed
inside my mind
free write
free flow
let it all go
structure unneeded
rules broken
this is my soul
it has no mold
I scarcely know
the shape myself
days like today
grateful with love
for love given me
by those who stay
stay
for now
and leave me never
all I need
is your embrace
love me whole
let go
untether
I need you
in my view
my life
don’t judge
me for my
anxious nature
I struggle
to be who I wish
but life goes on
problems get bigger
calls of
distraction
seem to win
don’t want my life
to lead to nowhere
a lonely woman
self-protected
once open fully
now to the few
who prove
they love me
like
you
do.
Emily C. Poésie © 2018
Photo: Geralt | Pixabay
