There’s a pressure that comes with new connections, fears boiling straight to the surface, an anxious mess of expectations, want to hide within my darkness, seems to… Read more “Expectation”
Category: Anxiety
Normalize
I’ve tried to normalize, my brain on overdrive, step outside no sense of time, effortless; yet home beckons me, cocoon, safety, serenity, days pass, feeling that something’s… Read more “Normalize”
Rise
fought through the pain of each slow step saw hills above me as I went, looked at the ground, hid what was ahead, more hills and paths… Read more “Rise”
Cloaked
July 23, 2017 If I leave my bed, I’m responsible for filling my day with responsible things: cooking, cleaning, exercise, looking like someone not hurting inside, not… Read more “Cloaked”
Bed
she’s starting to feel the familiar tick, the tension building around her neck, tears rising up from covered depths, “take your pills, baby, your brain is a… Read more “Bed”
Box
I won’t push anyone to love me, if I feel I start to love them, I’ll manifest in varied ways, unable to contain, gauge the response, reign… Read more “Box”
Know
Know yourself, learn trust and forgiveness, mercy and boundaries for voices within, curiosity for what resides under your skin, acceptance for imperfection, learning slow lessons, gradual progression,… Read more “Know”
Webs
No worries or drama, not with you expectation won’t drown us, we’ll flounder instead in the webs in our heads chaos created too soon confusion to find… Read more “Webs”
Stories
unafraid of my stories, or those others tell, vibrations of body, our hearts, minds and cells, move onward and upward as you will, despite walls of pain,… Read more “Stories”
Purge
I’m about to get dark, not in my usual way, with vague comments on my life, dim complexities, I’m about to dive in with why I write… Read more “Purge”
