My psychiatrist tells me I am progressing, taking the necessary steps toward healing but I can’t find a therapist who will listen to all the unpacking I… Read more “Pang”
Category: Body Image
Dictate
They are back againdreams swirling through my mindlike a bad omenan endless maze ofburied memoriesabstract and nauseating a hangover of doubtI am feeling todayagitation and malaiseconsuming mewhy… Read more “Dictate”
Bends
Mirrors with voices society built, in the past now. She sees through her curves and bends the battle of wounds that still haven’t fully healed knowing they… Read more “Bends”
Mindful
Coasting isn’t the way, I know its path too well, when feeling overwhelmed by grief, whatever kind I choose, whatever kind bestowed on me, with blinders on… Read more “Mindful”
Heart Shelter
In what kind of world would a woman, girl, pick a man who she had to chase? From the beginning it was true, disconsolate at being apart,… Read more ” Heart Shelter”
Final Straw?
losing pounds, unwanted baggage shipping off to neverland peeling off these final layers ready to take my final stand started broad now moving in these final walls… Read more “Final Straw? “
Comedienne
I feel like crying ’til a drought is claimed every pound I’m losing feels like naked truth every fear I’m feeling seeping through my skin manifesting clearly… Read more “Comedienne”
My Body: The Final Frontier
The time finally came the light switched on my mind set a path my feet stepped on I walked in the door of a brutal gym dictated… Read more “My Body: The Final Frontier “
Normals
Originally written 1/29/2016. I still have my “armor”, but it’s okay. It’s slowly coming off, in the way it should.
Dear Me
Wrenches, cogs, oil spills triggers, hurdles, mine fields barriers, keep spinning that wheel keep feeling those feelings, shouldering those burdens, having those meetings, interventions, voicing of opinions,… Read more “Dear Me”
