I’m not proud of myself for becoming like them;addicted to tiny blips of self-gratification,vacant validation.I have lamented my losses,burned countless bridges,all for the sake of self-protection.I wonder… Read more “Illusion”
Category: Mental Health
The Opportunist
He was her first after a tumultuous marriage where touch had been rare and the newness of feeling desired, now, was welcome. She bathed in the depths… Read more “The Opportunist”
Burst
Upped my dose now when I feel it’s like an avalanche building slowly with time precipitation, density one fated sound or movement the unwelcome trigger revealing what’s… Read more “Burst”
Known
Lost in the moment heart beating rapidly air failing to reach constricted lungs I feel each breath, the sounds of struggling unsure of what I’m suffering from… Read more “Known”
Mannequin
Faceless stranger, keep your blur don’t reveal your name don’t let me see your features we’ll be the same Dressed up by others scripted movements made misunderstood… Read more “Mannequin”
Not likely
For the first time in months,I allow myself to feel the creeping hopelessness of my current state Anger and grief for myself while not being able to… Read more “Not likely”
Sight
She drives in silence, finally able to think without the noise of persistent voices Listens to the music pouring from loud speakers into her mind, penetrating her… Read more “Sight”
War
When will I believe he loves me? After each test is passed and new ones created to double check? When will I believe I love me? After… Read more “War”
Journey
I opened them again the wounds of my past hovering in the present dictating the future as much as I wish I didn’t paint the picture of… Read more “Journey”
Soul Sounds
been coloring the creations of others distracted from creating my own stuck in my mind afraid of the pen my greatest ally dearest friend feel the waves… Read more “Soul Sounds”
