It is the easiest thing to feel the slightest discomfort and want to sabotage, flee all because we are scared to death of true connection, unmuddied by… Read more “Flee”
Category: Mental Health
Old Songs
I walked into nature alone today and immediately felt the breeze envelop me the sound of the brook babbling trees whistling and whispering to me my phone… Read more “Old Songs”
The lies I tell myself
I’m a damagedbrokenhusk of myselfrobotic in my movementsmost unrememberedexcept the ones that torturean intrusive stainthat grows ever larger as I test my fate I can’t get out… Read more “The lies I tell myself”
Dictate
They are back againdreams swirling through my mindlike a bad omenan endless maze ofburied memoriesabstract and nauseating a hangover of doubtI am feeling todayagitation and malaiseconsuming mewhy… Read more “Dictate”
Illusion
I’m not proud of myself for becoming like them;addicted to tiny blips of self-gratification,vacant validation.I have lamented my losses,burned countless bridges,all for the sake of self-protection.I wonder… Read more “Illusion”
The Opportunist
He was her first after a tumultuous marriage where touch had been rare and the newness of feeling desired, now, was welcome. She bathed in the depths… Read more “The Opportunist”
Burst
Upped my dose now when I feel it’s like an avalanche building slowly with time precipitation, density one fated sound or movement the unwelcome trigger revealing what’s… Read more “Burst”
Known
Lost in the moment heart beating rapidly air failing to reach constricted lungs I feel each breath, the sounds of struggling unsure of what I’m suffering from… Read more “Known”
Mannequin
Faceless stranger, keep your blur don’t reveal your name don’t let me see your features we’ll be the same Dressed up by others scripted movements made misunderstood… Read more “Mannequin”
Not likely
For the first time in months,I allow myself to feel the creeping hopelessness of my current state Anger and grief for myself while not being able to… Read more “Not likely”
