Coasting isn’t the way, I know its path too well, when feeling overwhelmed by grief, whatever kind I choose, whatever kind bestowed on me, with blinders on and those I see, I can’t control the things I can’t, only the girl I choose to see in the mirror staring back at me. It is a…
Category: Psychology
Freeflow
I have strength inside me yet – walls were climbed, placed in front of me repeatedly, some handled less than gracefully, unwilling to decide it was my time to give up, even when I felt others give up on me, their rejection and abandonment I needed to see, not always about me, complex matters causing…
Secrets
10/7/17 I want to give reasons why something is wrong send them into the air even with no response I could write full chapters on family histories to validate my mind on my thoughts and theories I could add human touch to what I’ve been through paint a picture of why it may mean something…
Revelations
I was calm in the car today. I didn’t cry as I drove home, and as I started to think of why that could be, I felt a sense of empowerment and relief. I know I’m not the easiest person to deal with sometimes, and those are the thoughts that sometimes swirl for far too…
The Edge of a Full Recovery
Written 8/9/2014. I suffered with various Eating Disorders since I was 8 years old, received treatment in 2013, and haven’t had any real relapses since 2015. I will always be on my journey toward better health and mindfulness most of all, but I needed to be reminded today of how far I’ve come. I hope for anybody struggling, my words can be of some assistance.
