I’m a damagedbrokenhusk of myselfrobotic in my movementsmost unrememberedexcept the ones that torturean intrusive stainthat grows ever larger as I test my fate I can’t get out… Read more “The lies I tell myself”
Tag: Mental Health
Dictate
They are back againdreams swirling through my mindlike a bad omenan endless maze ofburied memoriesabstract and nauseating a hangover of doubtI am feeling todayagitation and malaiseconsuming mewhy… Read more “Dictate”
Burst
Upped my dose now when I feel it’s like an avalanche building slowly with time precipitation, density one fated sound or movement the unwelcome trigger revealing what’s… Read more “Burst”
Known
Lost in the moment heart beating rapidly air failing to reach constricted lungs I feel each breath, the sounds of struggling unsure of what I’m suffering from… Read more “Known”
Mannequin
Faceless stranger, keep your blur don’t reveal your name don’t let me see your features we’ll be the same Dressed up by others scripted movements made misunderstood… Read more “Mannequin”
Not likely
For the first time in months,I allow myself to feel the creeping hopelessness of my current state Anger and grief for myself while not being able to… Read more “Not likely”
Muse
I’ve resigned myself to being used, some affection is better than none I’ve decided to be a fleeting muse, discarded when they’re done. Emily C. Poésie ©… Read more “Muse”
Sight
She drives in silence, finally able to think without the noise of persistent voices Listens to the music pouring from loud speakers into her mind, penetrating her… Read more “Sight”
Justify
Opening her oldest wounds feelings of uncertainty always looming seeking confirmation of another leaving so she doesn’t have to take the blame; regardless of her deflecting underneath… Read more “Justify”
War
When will I believe he loves me? After each test is passed and new ones created to double check? When will I believe I love me? After… Read more “War”
